Sheran

So I have long history with Arashi.

I was baited by the bratty look of Ninomiya Kazunari on 2008, and since then my ichiban has been changing from one to another. Long story short, I never encounter any band where I like all of the member.
Arashi was the first. (Second is WINNER but let's not talk about that now).

When I entered the fandom 10 years ago, I was young and had plenty of time in my hand to surf around the web all day.
I've always liked to write stories, so why don't spend my time writing stories online.
The characters? Hmm.. so difficult to create new ones, why don't I just use the ones I'm already familiar with.... Arashi.

So I type a few sentences, that turned into pages, and not long after that a full story. A series.

And I didn't expected it but, the fandom liked it a lot. I ended up creating two series, and the response was amazing.

However, not long after that, real life took in. I got new job, engaged, married, and finally pregnant.
I just had no extra time for myself.
I guess I've neglected almost all of my hobbies and focus on family things more.

Raising kids with your mother in law living nearby, is not easy.
I feel pressure every single day. I think I'll need different post just to cover this topic alone.
The depression was real.

So naturally, I stepped back from the fandom. Focus on what really matters to me: raising my two kids.

My readers had tried to contacted me for years! Asking why I stopped writing, and finally deleted all my stories.

The truth is, I had no reasons. I just want to start anew.
I've been away so long, I feel like the old Sheranino is not me anymore. Guess people do change, huh.

So, there you go.

I don't know if I'm gonna write again or not. Maybe if time allows.
Wakanai ne...

Till then, jya na :)

So this is the second last of my day in my current office.
I have worked here for 13 months now. But I have to leave it because I am accepted at better place. Bigger "pond" if you must :)
And I'm gonna take the chance.

I still can't believe that I finally leave this place. Not that I hate this place, in fact I kinda like working here, due to its flexibility. But I must search something better and bigger, right? :D

So anyway, currently I'm cleaning my laptop. Since I know this lappie is gonna fall to someone new. I don't know that I have so many Arashian files in my work laptop. I managed to clean several gigs of space! LOL. I feel so guilty.

Aah... I'm gonna miss this office. The work, the people, the flexibility, the salary :D, everything. Through this one year I've grown a lot, not only in knowledge but also my personality. There are things I learned the hard way too :) aah... those good ol' days.

But, life must go on. And I can't stay in safe spot forever, I must go out and seek new, bigger challenges. So....buckle up, girl!

Ikuzou!!!

So, my first ever post in DW.
Actually I don't know what's the different between DW and LJ. They both look the same to some degree. Oh well, I love to have different blogs though.

Currently my LJ is to store all my fanficts, while this one. I think I'm gonna keep this one for my own personal writing :)
Which means, more ramblings and unnecessary posts ahead. LOL.
Oh well, for the time being I'd like to thank vesperregina for inviting me to DW. Without her I wouldn't be able to get through. Hee...

Jya, I guess I'll take a break now, and return much later on, when I already have something to tell.


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